Nothing

So long never blog liao, actually intend to quit blogging but nvm, too boring so writing smething better than nothing haha, i think i haven't been updating for the past few weeks...? Recently i always hang out with my friends at night and i realise that the night sky was very beautiful as the moon is so bright and there were so many stars around the moon, maybe one night i climb up to mount faber and i will have a better view of the sky...... I feel glad that going out with my friends, i can laugh out those unhappy things which store inside my mind, those laughter really make me an enjoyable day. Although sometimes we maybe childish but we enjoy being like small kids doing some childish moves, we enjoy and laugh through it......

A few days ago i went to Dover ITE to report for entering the Electrical Engineering course. After leaving the school, something come to my mind, i talk to myself that i regret what i did in the past, maybe i really did not put in the effort to take my O level so end up entering ITE. However this was the path i chose and was too late to turn back, i just felt sorry to those teachers that help me a lot, i hope i can repay them somedays. I don't expect to be very good but i hope i can show some results to them in the future as pay back, at least i didn't waste their effort, i really hope that i can buck up......

I feel that i'm going to become a piece of thrash if i continue to be myself......

relax?

Last few days i went out for holidays with my friends at one of our friend's house. Her house was big enough to fit at least 10 person so we can save money for chalet haha... We had so much fun over these few days as we play until crazy? The first day i remember we play hide-and-seek at about 12 midnight, her house have 3 levels and when all the lights went off the house was so creepy hehe......

There was one thing i had ever done in my life as we play manjong!!! From night 9pm till 7am, normally this timing was my sleeping time but these few days we keep playing at this time. After finish the game then we went to bed and we wake up at afternoon 4pm sia haha......

Haiz, too tired to continue to write on, sometimes writing blog i feel a bit boring as nobody come see de, anyway just write bah, who cares haha......

hatred

Today i am writting again in front of my com with my noodles (meh-ke-mee) haha, no choice as i was being force to stay at home by my parents. This time my noodles was much better than last time as it was delicious haha, i wonder what am i ging to do next after writing this post as i only can do something at home. Sometimes, i feel tht home = jail to me, some more i was being force to stay home, i really don't understand what my parents thinking, past few days i was out and reach home near 11 30 then they complaint don't know what shit, i don't think i have any wrong as i was no longer small kids, why can't they be more understandable??? I feel that instead of treating them as my parents, maybe i should try treating them as my enemies......

Recently i just don't feel good, however spending time with my friends outside i feel refresh. However when i reach home, i feel that i was a bird being keep in a cage, so dead... I just don't feel that home is no longer as as sweet as before. In my mind, i only feel that without friends, i have no more reasons or living, i have longer think of my parents anymore...

Anyway, i start to worry about my future. As i was going to ite to study, i feel that if i can not even make it, i will learn to be a chef (confuse)... Why my problems always keep coming and they were never be solve unless........?